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"I have no idea how to make music"
Personal archive of short song phrases I made on Beepbox.
I am terrible at naming things, so expect random names.
Warning: Very long links ahead.
Older stuff: When I first started using Beepbox. I don't remember the exact date, but I think I made most of them around 2023-2024.Newer stuff: More recent stuff, from 2025-present.deepseadreamer: Kind of had a theme in my head of an album based around the ocean.
I wrote some songs with lyrics, but most of them aren't complete so there isn't many. For some reason I always write super depressing lyrics, but I actually consider myself a fairly cheerful person.I have always been interested in songs with lyrics in fictional languages (for example Beyond the Bounds from ZOE). However, it's difficult to come up with an entire language, so I compromised with Esperanto because it's not a commonly used language and it sounds beautiful. (Sorry if it's horribly mistranslated to anyone who actually knows Esperanto)
seek out the truth from where it hides away
draw out your courage now
or drown in your dreams forever
no matter the longing of weeds
to turn into flowers
there is no power
on all this earth to make it true
but don't give up,
because your sword and your shield
are right here
a heart of love
that withstands pain
The only person
Who's always been on your side
No matter what
Beginning to middle to endChasing after impossibilities
Dissatisfied by my mediocrity
Why does it always seem the only one who's ever wrong
is always and invariably mePropping myself up on the sound and fury
Powerless vows of revenge on the universe
Believing that I was standing atop them
as they crushed me to deathWaiting and waiting
For someone to tell me that
I was right all along
and only they were wrongWaiting for it waiting for it
Nothing could ever change it
I already knowI already know that
I have always been alone
Always the fool, always the fool
Now and for forever
The mirror breaksIf only
I could give up on all the things
That you promised me
Always the fool, beginning to end
| Esperanto | English |
|---|---|
| Ni forfuĝu kune. For de ĉi tiu bruta mondo | Let's run away together, far from this harsh world |
| Ni fuĝu malproksimen | Let's run to somewhere far away |
| Flugu, flugu, flugu | Flee, flee, flee |
| Ĉu amo vere estas tiel dolĉa? | Is love really such a sweet thing? |
| Amo estas foje ago de krueleco | Love is sometimes an act of cruelty |
| Neniu povas diri, "Mi estis amata" sen esti vundita, vundita | No one can say, "I have been loved," without having been wounded, wounded. |
| Ĉu amo vere estas tiel bona? | Is love really such a good thing? |
| Amo estas foje ago de krueleco | Love is sometimes an act of cruelty |
| Neniu povas diri, "Mi amis aliulo" sen esti vundita, vundita | No one can say, "I have loved someone," without having been wounded, wounded |
| Esperanto | English |
|---|---|
| Aromeca floro devus esti bruletigita | A fragrant flower should be charred |
| Bela papilio devus esti dispremigita | A beautiful butterfly should be crushed |
| Ĉio kuraĝas esti pura meritas esti forigita | Anything that dares to be pure deserves destruction |
| Esti bela estas blasfemo kontraŭ ĉi tiu mondo de | To be beautiful is to blaspheme against this world of |
| Malŝparo, malŝparo, malŝparo | Waste, waste, waste |
| Malŝparo, malŝparo, malŝparo | Waste, waste, waste |
*This song is from the perspective of a very cynical character, I'm not this edgy lol